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Wednesday, April 13th, 2005
4:05 pm	soooo true!!! Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style? Current Mood: awww (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 5th, 2005
10:43 pm	this is cute... SOMETIMES PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE AND YOU KNOW RIGHT AWAY THAT THEY WERE MEANT TO BE THERE...TO SERVE SOME SORT OF PURPOSE, TEACH YOU A LESSON OR HELP FIGURE OUT WHO YOU ARE OR WHO YOU WANT TO BECOME. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO THESE PEOPLE MAY BE, BUT WHEN YOU LOCK EYES WITH THEM, YOU KNOW THAT EVERY MOMENT, THAT THEY WILL AFFECT YOUR LIFE IN SOME PROFOUND WAY. AND SOMETIMES THINGS HAPPEN TO YOU AT THE TIME THAT MAY SEEM HORRIBLE, PAINFUL AND UNFAIR, BUT IN REFLECTION YOU REALIZE THAT WITHOUT OVERCOMING THOSE OBSTACLES YOU WOULD HAVE NEVER REALIZED YOUR POTENTIAL, STRENGTH, WILLPOWER OR HEART. EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. NOTHING HAPPENS BY CHANCE OR BY MEANS OF GOOD LUCK. ILLNESS, INJURY, LOVE, LOST MOMENTS OF TRUE GREATNESS AND SHEER STUPIDITY ALL OCCUR TO TEST THE LIMITS OF YOUR SOUL. WITHOUT THESE SMALL TESTS, LIFE WOULD BE LIKE A SMOOTH PAVED, STRAIGHT, FLAT ROAD TO NO WHERE. SAFE AND COMFORTABLE, BUT DULL AND UTTERLY POINTLESS. THE PEOPLE YOU MEET AFFECT YOUR LIFE. THE SUCCESSES AND DOWNFALLS THAT YOU EXPERIENCE CAN CREATE WHO YOU ARE, AND THE BAD EXPERIENCE CAN BE LEARNED FROM. IN FACT, THEY ARE PROBABLY THE MOST POIGNANT AND IMPORTANT ONES. IF SOMEONE HURTS YOU, BETRAYS YOU, OR BREAKS YOUR HEART, FORGIVE THEM BECAUSE THEY HAVE HELPED YOU LEARN ABOUT TRUST AND THE IMPORTANCE OF BEING CAUTIOUS TO WHOM YOU OPEN YOUR HEART TO. IF SOMEONE LOVES YOU, LOVE THEM BACK UNCONDITIONALLY. NOT ONLY BECAUSE THEY LOVE YOU, BUT BECAUSE THEY ARE TEACHING YOU TO LOVE AND TO OPEN YOUR HEART AND EYES. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 30th, 2005
8:27 am	my friends away message... One who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as beautiful without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares, and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, "Thats her..." how cute is that??!! awwwwwww (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
11:58 pm	last thing before i go to bed.... ok Nick, since u read my livejournal i'll give u a shout out!! lol HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE!!!!! 03/30/05!! ooo nick u gettin old!!! one more year and u can buy my some alcohol!! LOL yes i did remember ur bday u lil poopie head!!! hehehe neways so there, i mentioned it, happy now?? :) neways nick make sure to call me tom, i wanna know what u need to talk to me about.... bye ppls (Comment on this)
11:51 pm	sex and the city is awesome!!! You Are Most Like Carrie! You're quirky, flirty, and every guy's perfect first date. But can the guy in question live up to your romantic ideal? It's tough for you to find the right match - you're more than a little picky. Never fear... You've got a great group of friends and a great closet of clothes, no matter what! Romantic prediction: You'll fall for someone this year... Totally different from any guy you've dated. Which Sex and the City Vixen Are You Most Like? Take This Quiz Right Now! Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance. (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 24th, 2005
10:23 pm	romel saved me from being sad for the rest of the night! aww i just got asked out to dinner for tom night!!! lol sry that im so excited about it i havent been asked out to dinner in a while. aww it was so unexpected too, its this guy from panama thats in my sociology class. aw yay he just made my night now its time to parrrttaaayyyy...wow and to think a few min ago i was gettin all depressed again. i feel a lil better now that he called. i tried to take a shower to feel better and it worked so thats good. i hope i have a good night tonight! i know i will, its gonna be sooo fun! yay bye guys, g2g get ready for tonight! Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
8:28 pm	omg why is this happening...this cant happen again, wow i am so retarded.lol....enough said Current Mood: confused (Comment on this)
Friday, March 18th, 2005
1:52 am	fuck lingerie its all about the carbon fiber prrrrrr......... k well i just got off the phone with kenny, lol and are failed search for the enzo vs. carrera GT video. :( lol another day...k well im tired and i gotta wake up early tom to unpack my car lol i havent taken like anything out. and tom im goin to UF!!! yay i hope to see my gator ppls since i couldnt seem them for spring break....k ppls im goin to bed now. kenny thanx for talking, we had a good talk tonight about everything from u thinking that orange juice and sprite is nasty to us wanting to do dirty things to the carrera GT LOL bye hun ooo la la carbon fiber chassis....sooooo sexy haha (1 Comment |Comment on this)
1:25 am	some videos, if u dont like cars dont check it out u'll prob get bored lol, but since im weird i think theyre awesome lol http://www.automotiveforums.com/vbulletin/t380852.html lol funny http://www.automotiveforums.com/vbulletin/t371159.html ~carrera GTs are awesome!! just click on the link when u get on the site... lol arent i such a dork kenny? (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 17th, 2005
8:10 am	goin back to o-town!!! yes i know, i dunno how im up this early either.lol im gonna be goin out to breakfast with my friend and his dad so that should be cute. after that i think im gonna be stopping by my old highschool...GO COLTS OH FO!!! (me saying 04' in a ghetto voice) holla....lol and im gonna go visit my old guidance counselor who is the shiznit...lol oooo hes prob gonna be like wheres stuart i thought u were gonna bring him lol oops..i guess not anymore lol......hmm and then after that im goin to the mally poo to buy some new sandals. yay, hm then after that i really gotta pack cuz i havent packed a thing hehe...im supposed to be leaving today whoops. k im gonna go finish getting ready! :) ..byebyes Current Mood: happy Current Music: fuel-shimmer (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 16th, 2005
7:23 pm	wow u gotta love those boston accents yay my spring break was awesome :) went to the beach in Ft.Lauderdale today it was pretty kool, i hung out with my friend allison from ucf and that was pretty fun, we bought some badass purses that are soooo cute cant wait to go out and rock em'. what was kool tho is that i got to see a diff side of al which was awesome shes a kool girl to hang out with. she mentioned that she was goin on a road trip to north or south carolina in April and she invited me to go, so im def going!! its gonna be sooo fun! o and we met this cute guy today from Boston, he had such a cute accent i sooooo wanna go to Boston now. mos def!!! lol he had the most beautiful blue eyes and i dont even like blue eyes that much. but they were just gorgeous. neways after that we went over to jamba juice to pick up some shakes and then said our goodbyes even tho we're gonna be seeing eachother in like a few days. lol hmm what else....well i just gotta pack today and maybe i'll go out with my friend kenny later tonight if im done. maybe i'll go take a nap now im sooo tired.....byebyes! Current Mood: relaxed Current Music: sublime (Comment on this)
10:26 am	im goin to the biatch today!!! lol hey homies, well i didnt do much yesterday just kinda did some laundry finally...hm i went out to play pool with kenny and ryland. it was pretty fun lol then i went back to kennys house to watch a movie. today im gonna be stopping by nicks house in like 10min to say hi then later today we're gonna be goin to the beach...so yea my spring breaks been pretty fun. im ready to go to gainesville on friday!! woohoo that shits gonna be soooo fun! im glad ive gotten to see so many friends and catch up with them. i miss my ppls here at home!!! sometimes i feel like i wanna stay here but not live at my house of course lol....o well o-towns pretty kool so ...o i had the weirdest dream last night lol but no one will get it except kristel. i have to wait til she gets back from panama tho to tell her. k well i gotta go ttyl homies! Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: ghetto music holler (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 15th, 2005
7:49 pm	lol...i'll keep it in mind 60 Things Not to Say to a Naked Guy 1. I've smoked fatter joints than that. 2. Ahh, it's cute. 3. Who circumcised you? 4. Why don't we just cuddle? 5. You know they have surgery to fix that. 6. It's more fun to look at. 7. Make it dance. 8. You know, there's a tower in Italy like that. 9. Can I paint a smiley face on that? 10. It looks like a night crawler. 11. Wow, and your feet are so big. 12. My last boyfriend was 4'' bigger. 13. It's ok, we'll work around it. 14. Is this a mild or a spicy Slim Jim? 15. Eww, there's an inch worm on your thigh. 16. Will it squeak if I squeeze it? 17. Oh no, a flash headache. 18. (giggle and point) 19. Can I be honest with you? 20. My 8-year-old brother has one like that. 21. Let me go get my tweezers. 22. How sweet, you brought incense. 23. This explains your car. 24. You must be a growing boy. 25. Maybe if we water it, it'll grow. 26. Thanks, I needed a toothpick. 27. Are you one of those pygmies? 28. Have you ever thought of working in a sideshow? 29. Every heard of clearasil? 30. All right, a treasure hunt! 31. I didn't know they came that small. 32. Why is God punishing you? 33. At least this won't take long. 34. I never saw one like that before. 35. What do you call this? 36. But it still works, right? 37. Damn, I hate baby-sitting. 38. It looks so unused. 39. Do you take steroids? 40. I hear excessive masturbation shrinks it. 41. Maybe it looks better in natural light. 42. Why don't we skip right to the cigarettes? 43. Oh, I didn't know you were in an accident. 44. Did you date Lorena Bobbitt? 45. Aww, it's hiding. 46. Are you cold? 47. If you get me real drunk first. 48. Is that an optical illusion? 49. What is that? 50. I'll go get the ketchup for your french fry. 51. Were you neutered? 52. It's a good thing you have so many other talents. 53. Does it come with an air pump? 54. So this is why you're supposed to judge people on personality. 55. Where are the puppet strings? 56. Your big gun is more like a BB gun. 57. Look, it fits my Barbie clothes. 58. Never mind, why bother. 59. Is that a second belly button? 60. Where's the rest of it? (Comment on this)
5:58 pm	cute lil quotes... *Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.* *No man is worth your tears and the only one who is will never make you cry.* *What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?* *I love you not only because of who you are but also because of who I am when I'm with you.* *Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control.* *Loved you yesterday, love you still, always have, always will.* *Whats better? A lie that draws a smile or the truth that draws a tear?* *Love isn't being perfect, it's learning how to look past the imperfections.* *In the game of love, there will be good times, and there will be bad times. Both are inevitable.* *If you love me, let me know. If you don't, then let me go.* *Don't fall for someone who won't be there to catch you.* *Love is giving someone the ability to destroy you, but trusting them not to.* *Sometimes I wish I were a kid again, skinned knees are easier fixed than broken hearts.* *Don't say you love me unless it's true because I might do something stupid like believe you.* *Tears are words the heart can't say.* *Wanted by many Taken by none Talking to some But waiting for one... (¨`·.·´¨)* I `·.(¨`·.·´¨)*Love `·.¸.·´*You Current Mood: silly Current Music: No Doubt- Just a Girl (Comment on this)
Monday, March 14th, 2005
7:11 pm	bored... THREE NICKNAMES YOU GO BY: 1. Jules 2. Julie 3. Big Booty Hoe lol (thnx kev) THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD: 1. Calijul 2. XxJules621xX THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. my attitude 2. not afraid to speak my mind 3. I'm really confident, i'm not cocky tho THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. I help out ppl too much 2. my butt, its like nonexisting lol 3. I think too much THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE: 1. Colombian 2. Colombian 3. Colombian woo hoo THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU: 1. yucky bugs 2. to lose someone I love 3. getting caught doin somethin Im not supposed to be doing. lol THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: 1. cell phone 2. lip gloss 3. my planner THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW: 1. colombian shirt 2. J.Lo jeans holler 3. my UCF flip flops THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS AT PRESENT(or artists): 1. Red Hot Chili Peppers 2. Dave Matthews Band 3. Aaliyah FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT: 1. Beyonce-Dangerously in Love 2. Avril Lavigne- Nobody’s Home 3. Lauryn Hill-Ex factor 4. Daddy Yankee- Machete THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS: 1. Get in shape 2. Find a nice boy 3. Raise my GPA THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU: 1. They have to make me feel butterflies 2. Not only just a sense of humor, but MY KIND OF HUMOR! lol 3. Respectful and generous TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE: 1. umm I’m the shit!! holler 2. I forgive but I never forget 3. hm…I’m happy relationship wise……guess that’s a lie :-/ THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO: 1. eat liver 2. eat onions 3. hide my emotions THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES: 1. Dance (go clubbin) 2. be with my friends 3. Ride horses THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW: 1. happiness 2. lifetime supply of icecream yum :) 3. I want my heart back :( THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING: 1. Psychologist 2. Forensic Psychologist 3. Child Psychologist THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION: 1. Ibiza, Spain 2. California 3. Costa Rica, I love it there THREE KID'S NAMES: 1. Cassandra 2. Samantha 3. i dont want more than 2 no way lol THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: 1. Live my life to the fullest 2. live in a city 3. have a family and a wonderful husband Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
6:32 pm	keane- Somewhere only we know I walked across an empty land I knew the pathway like the back of my hand I felt the earth beneath my feet Sat by the river and it made me complete Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin I came across a fallen tree I felt the branches of it looking at me Is this the place we used to love? Is this the place that I've been dreaming of? Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin So if you have a minute why don't we go Talk about it somewhere only we know? This could be the end of everything So why don't we go Somewhere only we know? Somewhere only we know? (break) Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin So if you have a minute why don't we go Talk about it somewhere only we know? This could be the end of everything So why don't we go So why don't we go This could be the end of everything So why don't we go Somewhere only we know? Somewhere only we know? Somewhere only we know? Current Mood: nostalgic (Comment on this)
4:58 pm	hey ppls, well so far im havin a nice break, lol from everything except my parents...darn..but yea im really glad that ive been able to catch up with friends. ive been to starbucks 4 times in like 3 days. lol but yea ive met up with these guys that were in my 7th grade class and we hadnt seen eachother since. we went to starbucks and then me and tati went to the beach with them. it was kool..im sad tho that a lot of my friends went back home yesterday :( o well i guess now i'll have time to study and do some laundry. well hmm whats been going on...oh, well i saw this guy i dated right before when summer session started and he invited me out to starbucks. it was kinda kool seeing him again and chatting but when he started bringing up out break up and stuff i got a lil uncomfortable ya know. i just wanted to leave that stuff alone. i was already dealing with my most recent break up. anyways so when we were both walking back to our cars he called out my name. when i turned around he was like "do u ever think of the times we've had together?" and i thought like a million things in my head. i thought about how i did think about the times we've had together but its just that it wasnt the same. it wasnt what i was looking for. i thought about how he treated me, he treated me so amazing. he was seriously the best boyfriend any girl would ever want to have. and i was sure he would make the perfect husband for someone out there in the future. but i wasnt that someone. for some lil reason, i couldnt picture me wanting to be with him after i met stuart. i know this sounds stupid but i would have rather been with stuart than my other ex. after i got home that night, i felt really uncomfortable and sad. i really wanted to call stuart and tell him how much i missed him and how much i still loved him to death but i knew that my words would not mean anything and that they would just be washed away. it sux when the person u love, loves someone else. and what sux the most is that i know that if stuart ever called me again and told me he wanted to be with me, theres a really big chance i would take him back. thats the part that really gets me. i feel that on the outside ive def given up, ive given up the chance that he would ever be with me again but on the inside in my heart i know that i miss him and i will always love this kid. he makes me so happy but now he just makes me really sad. last night i told him in tears not to call me ever again and not to contact me. cuz i cant handle knowing the truth about how he feels. i hope that the whole idea of how things happen for a reason is true. all i know is that this better be a real good reason why me and him arent together now. i really hope, cuz this hurts so much. i just hope that he is fighting for something worth fighting for. and i hope that i will find happiness within myself because i know right now that i am def not happy without him in my life. its a big step for me to try to cut all contact with him cuz i know its goin to be hard. the only thing is is that i know when i finally feel ok i dont want to go back to being his friend. i dont think i would be able to handle it. i think when i finally feel ok i just want to stay there and not look back. i hope stuart understands that. cuz in my eyes it makes complete sense... Current Mood: lonely (Comment on this)
Friday, March 11th, 2005
2:06 pm	u gotta love dem springs reunions... hey ppls, wow last night was insane...yesterday i drove back home to springs like around 5 and got home like at 8:15pm. then i started getting ready cuz tatiana planned a club night so we were gonna go like around 10:30. everybody and their mother went, it was manda, carron, bettina, samantha, ashley, jasmin, wanda, me and tati, rodrigo, this guy jeremy, and wanda's brother (who happened to just buy a 350z like a month before, it was so tight) neways, so we went to Club Boca and we all got in for free ,holler, cuz tati knows one of the bouncers. so we all went in and it was kool then we started dancing and stuff....omg but then lol, this is gonna sound funny. some guys were bothering me and ashley and they were like grabbing us and shit. so like a pushed the guy in the chest and walked away but then he poked my butt and i got really pissed so i hit him in the face and then he kept on bothering me so i hit him again and then this guy threw his drink in my face. ok let me tell u from experience, alcohol does not feel nice in ur eyes. wow that shit stung like a muthafucka. anyways so the guy got kicked out and me and tati went to go wash it out. it was ok like 5 min after and i was like ready to go find that asshole to go like attack him cuz i was so heated lol. neways so after that we just laughed about it cuz manda was sayin that i was so ghetto lol and that i wasnt afraid to smack a boy in the face. after that we had a fun time dancing and stuff, i got some boys number that carron was saying was cute. me and him kept on dancing through out the night but i didnt think he was cute. plus, he lived in boca and i lived in orlando so w/e. k so then we finally got home at 3:30am and said our goodbyes, that sux that FSU ppl and UPITT ppl are leaving this weekend :( ...k well im gonna go eat some breakfast...o wait isnt it lunch time? lol k byebye Current Mood: hungry (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 10th, 2005
2:32 am	correction....lol....i wasnt trying to be gay and chill at Wendy's where u get food lol i was chillin with a girl named wendy....aight now im kool to go to bed hehe ;) (Comment on this)
2:19 am	hey ppls well i just got home from chillin at Wendys with some other girls. it was pretty fun. well yea it had to have been seeming that i just got home at 2:20am lol. anyways im really thinking about getting that tattoo ive been kinda wanting, we'll see what happens. :) anyways first of all i wanna point something out, matt matt, just wanna let u know that that thing was not intentional lol sry, i didnt think about it. lol now i know when u pointed it out to me. k now that thats clear. o so like the other day i was telling my roomie kristel that i had a feeling that stu was goin to maryland to visit his ex, and of course i was right. lol i hate my gut feeling, its always freakin right. anyways i kinda got bummed about it. i tired to make him get mad at me but it didnt really work. i wish he could just get mad at me and never speak to me again. cuz everytime i get mad at him i cant stay mad at him and then we end of speaking again. i wish i could just like never see him again u know. but thats not gonna happen anytime soon. lol he even said like o maybe we can chill during spring break. i was like hell mutha fuckin no. lol im def not stepping foot in his house again everrrrr. what, so that his parents can look at me and be like aww poor girl u know. w/e. i hope theyre happy that stu's finally happy now that hes not with me and not dealing with my craziness. ha. yea cuz im "psycho" lol he hasnt seen psycho o please u havent dealt with a real crazy spanish girl lol, he was lucky, stupid fool. dont know what he got til he loses it. anyways, i really hope i'll be able to go home tom. damn i cant wait to see my bf carron. and my girlie girls marichard and bettina. wooo hoooo now those are some friends that i need here up at ucf. theyre my buddies for life!! they keep me sane in this insanity ova here. lol 4real. anyways im gonna go to bed now so maybe theres a chance i'll get my lazy ass to class tom. damn how am i supposed to leave tom if i havent packed a thing, lol....who wants to pack for me! aight ppls adios Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: me yawning cuz im so tiredddd (Comment on this)